Saturday, January 4, 2014

2014.

2014. I can't believe it. The past couple of New Years, I've been a little cynical, anxious, and unexcited about the upcoming year. I felt a little blah, like I was doing the best I could but that I was going through the motions and not necessarily enjoying the ride.

2013 was a tremendous year of change for me which is why I think looking back it feels like a really hard year and why I felt like a mess for the second half of it. I graduated, finished an internship, job hunted, got licensed, went to Paris, started two new jobs, moved out, and got diagnosed with an autoimmune disease. It was a lot. And I was stressed.

But especially with some attitude adjustments as of late, I'm adjusted to the change. And for the first time in a few years, I'm really excited to see what this year has in store. Sure, there are a few things in my life that I wish were different, but God is really good even when life seems hard and change is overwhelming.

And as backwards as it sounds, I've found peace in letting go of control and being ok with not knowing what is around the corner. I'm definitely praying for continued guidance and direction but I know that I will end up where I need to be. This is going to be a big year. I can feel it. And I'm so excited to see what's in store.